Its been a while...

wow. so its been about a month since my last update. apparently in blog world this is not a good thing. i have the worst memory of anyone i know (with the obvious exception of my mother)and should keep a journal/diary of my life. however, i am incapable of doing this. and if anything is a testament to that it is this blog. i apologize to those who are attempting to follow this although i am sure by now you have moved on. for those of you left...sit down, grab a coffee, maybe a little snack. ok. all I'm saying is I'm about to update this thing on whats been happening in my life for the past month. i had to make a legit outline...that's just sick in the head. but I'll start as far back as i can remember and hopefully end at tonight :) enjoy!